have a breath for yourself
To you from me!happy valantine's day
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on February 5th, 2010 at 11:09 PM (326 Views)
DATED:6TH FEB.2010
DEAR YOU.......
I dont know from where to start.from the day i saw you or from the day i started liking you.it was not a first sight love.i am sure for this.you were not a machoman.every girl dreams for a handsome,tall smart guy.and you!you were simple looking,short,slim,no muscles.nothing which could attract atleast me.because,i always tried to avoid boys.eeks!they try to hold a girls hand as soon as she smiles.and i just hated such boys.but,there was something about you.a spark!yes,a spark in your eyes.affection in your look when you were standing still while i was arguing with the faculty for something.
soon the day came,i shared a few words with you and you kept silent.why?you didnt reply me though i was talking hard.you just smiled and walked awasy.why/
i was agressive,very tough to be handled,stuburn,and what not.but,you!you never even tried to oppose me!
soon,i was working with you.spending 8 long hours in the same cabin.next to you.i knew there was no match between us.but i was so dumb!each day,i thought i will say goodbye to you and your office.but,when i entered,i used too find you deep into your work.no hi!no hello.forcefully,i also dipped myself into files and work.stupid of you!i used to say.is something wrong with this male?a girl is sitting next to him and he feels nothing?
well,thinking of quiting your office took so many days,and,i dont know,when you became my habit to live with.i waited for the clock to ring 10 am.i rushed to the office,made hot cup of coffee,for you and me.sipping,and doing work.why couldnt you ever realise i am getting so regular!
listen!trying to keep your thought away from my mind,was always a failure.i kept on thinking u didnt like me.i am wrong.and so on.....
but,i was really wrong!i met your girl friend.sweet girl.i appreciated your choice.and,slowly,drifted my thought away from you.we are not made for each other.i said to myself!
hey you!!!!
could you not say a single word to me when your girlfriend departed from you?i was still there with you.still making coffee for you.still sharing your secret tears and letters she wrote to you.was i a real stupid!why was i with you even after knowing every thing about your life?
why couldnt you say to your parents when i proposed you!it was a big bold step for me to ask you for marraige.but you!you still kept your mouth shut and married to the girl your parents selected.
i slowly moved away from you.someone was in love with me.i never accepted his love.and i loved you,but not a word from your side.no love letters.no gifts.no gestures.why??
after so many years,we both are married.you also have 2 beautiful kids.i also have a loving n caring hubby with twin daughters and a son.but,i miss you.every valantine day,i think whome should i dedicate my day?to the one who loved me,or to the one whom i loved!or,to my hubby who is my present and future.or,to my kids who changed the defination of valantine for me.
hey you!!!
i am dedicating this valantine's day to you this year.because,i recently met one of your fast friends with his family.our chatting turned towards you,and to my surprise!he uttered a secret which opened my mind.i tried hard to hide my tears but,your friend guessed them.do you know what he said?
he was in love with you from the day first he met you.but you were from a rich family and he was struggling for his future.how could he say yes to you?he knew he couldnt give you a luxurious life.how could he spoil your life?
hey you!!!
i am dedicating this valantine's day to you because,atleast i now know i was lovable.and,you loved me.it was not a failure.you were,and still you are in my thoughts.each day i think of you.but now,i would say goodmorning to you when i will get up.atleast,i can be together with you in my thoughts,in my heart.i know you will never read this blog.i don’t want you to read it.i am writing it for myself.to me!
HAPPY VALANTINE'S DAY DEAR YOU!
FROM,
ME
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